~Ayimaka, ne ne, that's because he IS a jerk~ >XD He should have said 'thank you' in person. IM-ing you on AIM is just lame~ (ohohoho...) IMO~ XD
Street Fighter?! w00t~ I used to kick butt in that game~ *used ryu the most* ehh..ahhh...but I'm more into RPGs' nowadays...and love sims...just because they're fun...@_@;
Oh yeah, Have a fun Merry Chrismas Eve, minna~! *_*
np>> Ani Cover Seiyuu Daishuugou ~ Nobutoshi Hayashi - Yattaman no Uta<<
I had a dull day today. I went to the mall with my family. It was hella crowded. O_o I hope tomorrow will be interesting. After all, it's Xmas Eve. (Oh yeah, A's birthday is tomorrow. Forget that I called him a jerk. -_- I thought he didn't care... but he actually went online to IM me a thank you. He thought about me as he ate the candy I gave him? O_o;) Online, we also talked about video games. ::thanks Konran: ^_~: Lol. We both play Street Fighters. *IF* I ever play him... and I beat him... I'd jump to my feet and scream, "HA! TAKE THAT! I BEAT YA!" Or... if he beats me, he'd yelled, "TOO BAD! I WIN!" ^_O;;;;; Like that's ever gonna happen. Yet, it'll be cool if I ever get to find out how good he really is at SF. ^ ^;)
Geez, I'm soooooo bored. -_- I don't feel like doing my hw...
~just formatted my comp~ and in the process of re-installing everything~ gonna start with the layout as soon as I reinstall photoshop. sorry about the many delays~ ~_~
Hehe~ I think I actually did pretty good on my physics test today~ As for APUSH, ugh, I don't even want to think about it~ O_o; Today was okay, I guess. It was fun getting sick on M n M's in APUSH~ yes, and we finished "Glory." Good movie, and I usually don't say that to all the movies I watch. Ayimaka and Izzy definitely know how picky I am when it comes to movies. *_*; Anyhow, "Glory" was good. I liked Denzel Washington and that actor who played Thomas. hehe~ I think the best part was toward the end when all of the black soldiers gathered together and sang "Oh my Lord" and gave little speeches before the whole battle and all. I liked the stuttering guy's speech. (forgot his name~ ^^;) Yeah, it was pretty sad how they all died in the battle and we see the Confederacy flag being raised. I thought it was a bit abrupt on the whole exploding thing that killed everyone on the Union side. Oh well, no movie is perfect~ and all this is my own opinion.
Oh yeah~! I totally forgot about the opening ceremony of the new gym at our school. And M's jersey number is 20 (I think), Ayimaka O_O; All I remember was being pushed and shoved when it was all over and people were rushing out of the gym... Dude, I swear I almost got trampled on. The gym looks okay. There are WINDOWS! XD And it's a lot larger, but the clocks are still small. I think thats the worst part of the new gym. There are two tiny clocks on each side of the gym and you can barely see it. That kinda sucks 'cause I like looking at the time. ^^;;
And yes, homework over break T_T egh~
Thanks once again for the present, Ayimaka~ XD I shall have to give you a late present if you don't mind. I didn't have ANY time at all to shop before the break due to stress in school and last minute homework and stuff...hopefully, you understand, ne? Anyhow, thanks again! ^_^
^_^_^_^_^ I had so much fun today!!! In first period, the class gave Ms. W a teddy bear with a labcoat, artificial roses, real flowers, root beer, and a gigantic thank you card for being one of the best teachers on campus. ^____^ Wow, she was so moved that she cried and made such a touching speech that we all aplauded. Then AP Chem work was put off until we meet again during break, and we had a cool party (in which Ms. W didn't think we wanted one until we asked why the other classes were having a party--Ms. W said, "I didn't think you AP kids wanted a party!" O_o;). By 2nd period, my cheeks were hurting from smiling too much. I passed some more presents/candies around. I had a nice lil chat with S. I tried to help J with her algebra 2 hw. I tried to do my English logs. During the period, S's boyfriend walked in to visit her. I watched them without being obvious. Yesssss, I think E is very serious about S, which is a good thing because S likes him a lot. E seems pretty nice. He waved to me during passing period, which means that he acknowledges me as one of S's friends. ~ Oh yeah, guess what he gave her?!?!? He made a teddy bear for her and stuffed a Disneyland ticket in it! How sweeeeet! ~ Third period was aitez. Passed out candy/presents. Chatted. ^_^ ~ On my way to 4th period, I tripped and almost fell on my face. I scraped my really badly and it still hurts. >_< It was SO embarrassing. It wasn't really a clean fall and all of my stuff spilled all over the place. The girl by the ramp just stared. And you know what???? I tripped in front of a group of guys!!! But the whole thing was FUNNY, so right after I fell, I started laughing hysterically at myself. >___O;; I'm cracking up again just by looking back at that. Hahahaha... I'm so weird. The guys laughed. I don't blame them cuz it really was funny. They laughed, but they didn't make fun of me, so that was cool. They even asked me if I was oki. WELL, obviously, I was NOT, but at least they bothered to ask. One of them was L, and he helped me carry my stuff to class. ~ Another party during 4th period. Played monopoly. ^ ^; ~ Lunch period: gave M a present. Didn't expect him to be so happy. ^ ^ "WOW! THANKS!" "Haha, you're welcome." ^_^ Also gave A a present (birthday-Xmas ~ he's turning 18 on Xmas Eve). Heh, I'm glad I didn't spend a lot on him cuz he didn't seem very appreciative. JERK! Oki, my mind's made up: I will be nice to him only because his birthday is coming up. >_< ~ Whoohoo! Got an award for the chemistry state exam I took last year. O___O; I'm shocked. Honors chem was my hardest class last year. ~ Watched Shrek in calculus class. No work at all. (Whoohoo!) ~ Party in 6th period, the last class of the day. It was a nice and relaxing way to end the day. (Hey, that rhymes!)
I forgot to talk about the "opening of the new gym" ceremony that took place on Thurday. It was cool ~ all classes were cut short and the principal gave us an extra 15 minutes for lunch. ^_____^ Wow, for the first time in history, we were able to fit EVERYONE into the gym and we still had A LOT of empty space left over. It was really cool. Dr. M cut the red tape~the gym is now officially opened. ^_^ ~ We also had sort of a sports rally. I saw M with his soccer team. Dammit, I forgot to look at his number! ;_;
~ ::Waves to Izzy and Konran:: Remember we watched "Glory" in "Nosental's" class? ^ ^ Do you like it, Konran?
~ Downloaded "Who do you tell" by Tamia cuz J said it's a good slow song (her "Thomas song"). It's really nice. ^___^ Is the singer who I think she is??
~~~~ Noooooooooooo! We have hw to do over break!!!!!!! >_< ~~~~ And why can't it ever snow here on the southwest coast?! I want snow days!!! =(
~ I think I'm gonna end up doing hw on the Sunday before we return to school. e_e;;; Hmm, what else am I gonna do over break? Sleep...go online...maybe kick it with friends at the mall/movies... I hope my family and I go to Texas this year. I haven't seen Mimi and Anh and Tony in years! ;_;
~ ::Final thoughts:: Christmas 2001... I hope nothing bad will happen... America needs this joyous holiday to look forward to...cuz of what happened on Sept 11th. I hope all goes well.
Ugh~ Die Physics die~ It's like 6 in the morning right now, and I'm all sore and tired. But no, I have to wake up early to study more physics~ ~_~; someone, tutor me!
Oh my gosh, it’s totally awesome right now: it was barely raining 5 minutes ago and now it’s POURING! I love it so much! I like hearing the rain pound on my roof at night. I love rain.
Since Ayimaka and Konran have already ranted about school, I guess I’ll talk about something else. I can’t wait for Winter Break to come. Only one more day! I’ll be at my dad’s house for Christmas so that’ll be really fun. I think I’ll take the opportunity to take a few nice, hot, steamy bubble baths. Plus, it’ll be cool to decorate the Christmas tree and open presents. And, I can spend a whole week with my adorable baby sister.
Hmm…there are these guys from my school that are going to France by themselves over the break. I guess they’re just gonna stay at the $15 dollar-a-night student hotels and sightsee. I would love to do that with a bunch of people. My step-mom actually suggested that I study abroad for either my senior year (which I don’t think I’ll be doing) or in college (possibly). She says I could go to Spain, since I know a little bit of Spanish. I don’t know.
Anyway, I must go study for my stupid physics test. I really dislike that class. I don’t know why the hell I took it. Oh well. Wish me and Konran luck (she's taking it too)!
Whoops~! I totally forgot to post a fanart piece by Ayimaka after all my complaining~ A cute fanart of Harry Potter & co. -- messily colored by me. ~_~; There are two versions. The first one has a light background but I kinda spelled "Wingardium" wrong. *_*; the second one was made in the courtesy of Ayimaka 'cause she wanted a dark background. XD
Sorry, I have not updated in a while~ I've been really busy, with school and all~ it's tiring...very tiring....~_~; Anyway, I have also been procrastinating on making a new layout *_*; I'll try to change it sometime during Christmas week~ really... ::weak laugh:: ahhh, stress is getting to me~ I hate school, really, I do! Ugh, tons of homework and catching up on grades and such...such a bummer...ech~ As 'Maka-chan been mentioning in her recent entries, Winter formal is coming up. Fun fun, I'm not going~ >XD~~ If you didnt know before, I never go to school events; they're boring, at least for me O_O; For everyone else and all, it's all good, but I don't dance nor do I want to. ::rather stay home and play with photoshop, watch anime, or read a good manga:: Yes, I have no life, not that I mind. @_@;
Our school is fruiky~ we don't have our finals until after Christmas break, which sucks because I want everything to be out of the way before the long break...so I wouldn't have to worry about anything. Believe it or not, I'm the type that likes to worry about every single thing, even though I keep it to myself, most of the time. o_O; ::big sigh:: (I'm so lame...;_;)
::Can't wait until the break--the day after tomorrow:: Then I can relax for a while...finish playing Harukanaru Toki no Naka de *heart*...and then do the homework assignments all the dumb teachers stacked on us. Yes, I'm complaining. I mean, do the teachers expect us to have no life (hey, just because I have no life doesn't mean that I want lots of busy work >_<) and do tons of homework on Christmas Break? Come on, they should give us a break from school, and what about the people who are going out on vacation? When will they have the time to finish their homework? Ugh, school systems these days, it sucks~ I'm usually not complaining, but this beats the cake. It pisses the hell out of me~~~
Ok, I'm calm, really, I am! We just started watching the movie "Glory" in APUSH (AP US History) today, a movie that I watched like 6 times already, but I guess it's a decent enough movie to watch again. Man, I've ran out of things to say unless you would like to read more complaining rants, but I don't think that would be fun for you. Well, I'm off to do my homework. I have like 2 stupid tests tomorrow, and Physics is one of them~ that subject is killing me~ ;;_;;
::Pissed off:: >=T ::Here goes my blog as an outlet...::: First off, I forgot to turn in my history homework. I actually worked hard on it. >_< Friggin, it was in my binder the whole time, but I forgot to turn it in. Urgh! The teacher doesn't accept late work, so I'm getting no credit for it. Maybe it won't affect my grade that much, but it still pisses me off. ~ Stupid lil tidbits getting on my nerves. ~ And ugh, the nagging. >_< ~ Stress... ~ My English project is so crappy~~~~~~~ I spent a lot of time on it, but it ended up crappy anyways. >_< Even J told me, "That's yours?! Hey, she's at our level." He looked pretty amused. >_< C did such a good project that she made everyone else look bad. >_< Sighs, I feel even worse about my project. But what really sucks is that people thought I was being careless. *Ahem* NO, the mobile is supposed to be crooked!!! It supposed to symbolize the emotional instability that the characters experience throughout the book!!! And NO, I cut plastic bags into strips and used them as strings NOT because I couldn't find yarn!!! They are supposed to look like rain!!! You know??? Torrents!!! >_< ~ Aitez, one more thing... ::takes a deep breathe:: v_v I asked A to winter formal afterschool on Monday and he said, "I don't know." I made sure on Tuesday during lunch: "Oh. I'm not going." So I said, "Oki, well, I needed to know cuz of the tickets. ::pause:: See ya around." And I walked away, feeling crappy-calm, tho I was biting my bottom lip and shaking. No big deal (calm). But it still hurted (crappy). ~ Had to take my calculus test right after lunch, so yes, my mind was distracted. But I pushed him outta my thoughts (or turned the hurt into a STRONG DETERMINATION TO BEAT HIS SCORE) and focused. I think I did well on that test. ^__^ I was calm *thanks* to the the crappy-CALM feeling. ~ I'm oki. It's not him that's bothering me, it's the hurt that IS. Oh well. I'm making the most outta things. I can kick it with my friends at the mall and help them pick our their dresses. I can probably meet up with them and help them with their hair and makeup. I can still have fun. But I won't ask another guy to it cuz 1) A killed it for me and 2) the next guy I ask would be offended cuz he would think he's my rebound. I ain't gonna play like TL ::coughs:: and ask a guy out just so that he could be a rebound. NO NO NO. No one deserves to be a rebound. Been there, done that. It ain't a nice feeling. I will ask someone else ONLY when I decide that I really want him as my date. I won't ask him if I don't feel like going with him. ~ *Afterschool* Just before I got into my mom's car, I heard a familiar voice behind me and turned to look. None other than A, who avoided eye contact. Ha. -_- Well, I hopped into the car like I had never noticed him. But inwardly, I cared, so I looked out the window. He was looking down as he walked. He didn't look too happy. Out on the street, a black car pulled up beside my mom's car. I didn't notice it until it pulled up some more to be a few feet ahead of us. Guess who the driver was? Him. Why did he pull up some more? It's pretty obvious.
Parents threw a party . Lots of adults came over. Little kids ran around the house. Lots of food . I thought I would be bored, but it wasn't that bad after all. My friends came over too (was GRATEFUL e_e). ^____^ When was the last time we were together? Summer? I dunno. Anyways, it was great! Haha--gossipping, chatting about stuff, talking about guys from our own school , looking thru my yearbooks (pointing out who's cute ~ yo, everyone agrees A is cute ^^), going online (to pimp ~ LOL ~ one guy (Korean?) sent us his pix and he was hot ~ XD). Haha, we seem so ditzy. XD wE hOmE GyRLz juS MeSsiNg, AiteZ? Personality matters most to us, rest assured. ^^;; ~~~ Sighs, time for homework now. X_X LATEZ.
We had a class discussion today for English. People presented their Personal Philosophy posters. People brought up questions and comments. People argued. The usual. The discussion was going swell...until W presented. She was honest and personal. She described her life under a household where the adults tell her that "girls have no purpose in life other than to look pretty and get married and have kids." I felt myself boiling inside. I was upset, not at her, but at her problems. I could partially relate. I understand what it feels like to be totally trapped in your own home without a single possible outlet. (When you're out, you're free...) S broke down into tears...she understood the frustration of being in a narrow-minded family too. I bet a few others understood. The guys, however, DIDN'T--and I wanted to slap each and every one of them for being insensitive jerks. As E told me before, "Guys are monkeys, I swear!" Not ALL guys are bad, of course, but the jerks are making every other guy look bad in our eyes. I'm also getting sick of A. Anyways, who would have thought that a simple class discussion could turn into something so touchy? The teacher was astonished. She listened more than she spoke. Obviously, she didn't expect such a serious discussion. But "we're going to do this again on Monday," she said.
Hiyee... I'm so tired from loads of homework... Taking a break... I'm getting sick of hw...most of them ise isn't bad. I luuuuuuv Usher's voice and his new song, "You Got It Bad." I also like Mary Jane's new song. ::^ ^:: I bet "Differences" and "You Got It Bad" will be played at this year's winter formal. I still wanna go... ::T_T::
Hey...LA is right... there are a lot of happy couples at sku. Well, a lot of couples. ^ ^; It feels like Valentine's Day everyday. Couples in matching outfits. Tongue-wrestling professionals out there. Lots of hand-holding and hugging. Half the people at sku are still single tho. Mostly the juniors? XD Haha... sku's gone too mushy. Even Ayimaka is getting sick... ::but I gotta admit that I do feel a bit lonely when I wander around the campus alone during lunch period::.
My US History teacher said that her friend lost her voice for 3 days. She burned her finger on a stove and screamed, but no sound came out. Swore too, but nothing was heard. Hehe...sad but kinda funny.
Also sad--yesterday, while waiting for the red light to turn green, my mom and I noticed this guy on his knees beside a car. We were like, "Okay..." And he was picking the grass. Then we noticed a drain. We think he dropped his keys down the drain and was desperately trying to get them back. -_- Sad, ne?
Yesterday, while sitting in English class, the guy who sits across from me was looking out the window. Then the guy next to him looked out the window. And so I looked out too. We can see the parking lot from the window. We saw this guy in a gray sweater and blue jeans. His back was to us, so we didn't see his face. He was moving back and forth. Confused? We thought, "OMG, he's trying to steal a car!!!!!!!" But when he turned around~~~~~~~ LOL XDDDDDD!!!!!!!!! He was the janitor and was just sweeping the parking lot!!!!!!! That was why he was moving back and forth. LOL!!! WELL, he did look like a student cuz of the way he dressed. O_o;;
Anyways, I'm glad tomorrow is FRIDAY! ^___^ Nothing special will happen. I'm just really looking fwd to more sleep and then get started on getting presents for the people on my X-mas list. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!! YAY!!!~~~~ ^____^
Listening to "Glad We Loved" and "Someone to Love" by Jon B ::cough: :choke: :A: :cough:: They're pretty good songs. I'm also listening to an old song-- "I'll Never Get Over You Getting Over Me" by Selena. It's such a sweeeet song. When I was dling, I was actually looking for another song. I still don't know the title. I thought this was the right one, but hey, I like it too. ^_^ The song I'm looking for goes something like this: "You took my love for granted. Why, oh, why? ...Something..." x_x Been searching for 3 weeks and I still can't find it. I'm sure Selena sang it, tho.
Nothing else new... Still wanna go to winter formal. Oh well, I can always dream. (O.o;;) I'd want to wear a black dress or just something dark with an interesting neckline. Black sandals. Hair done up. My dream date would be... ::coughs:: (O.o;;) Anyways, I would dance and chat the night away. Waaah, so many of my friends are going.~~~~~
I'm not brave. I'm just stupid-gutsy. I get my heart broken from time to time. That's stupid...but I guess it's better than being shy...I learn from mistakes... Curiosity kills. I'd rather make the first move and find out if someone is interested than to clam up in shyness and wonder, wonder, wonder. After all, if you really care about someone, you'd bother to make the move and try to bring them out of their shyness. But the thing with A is weird... we got off on the wrong foot, very awkward... and we're both introverted or something... I only read the meanings behind eye contacts... It's all in the eyes, in my opinion. You can kinda tell when someone is interested by the way they look at you... some sort of hidden admiration faintly surfacing. But with A, I get more confused by the minute... So I also consider what he does and what he says-- still confused. My friends have nicknamed him Mr. Weird.
Yo yo yo~~Ayimaka's back with stupid thoughts. 6.6;; My stupid thoughts are scattered about...I'll spill out whatever comes to mind. Let's see...I messed up on my last entry... T is one person, the guy with the ex-gf who *probably* waved to me is another person (A). I forgot to separate T from A (oops). Speaking of T, he's still messin and I dunno if he's being serious or not anymore, but he better not bother A. Friggin! What realy pisses me off is he keeps saying, "You see me around, I know you do, but you don't say hi anymore. What's up with that?" HOW DARE HE SAY THAT?! He got it into his head somehow that I keep my eyes on him and all that sh*t. I DON'T. I honestly don't see him around anymore. Urgh... >_<
* Now...about A... I scream WHAT'S GOING ON BETWEEN US NOW??? I still don't knooooooow! Body language and eye contact can say a lot, but they're not giving me much insight right now. ::>=C:: ~ Eye contact...hmm, what does it mean when he glances back but looks away when I catch his glance? Is it true--what people say--that he was thinking about me at that moment? Is that why he glances back? ~ A friend decided this for me, "You two have a thing." But I know inside that this "thing" is neither good nor bad. It's probably both. After all, I still remember those bad memories and I'm sure he remembers them too.
* Another thought~~Ayimaka feels like going to the winter formal, but she is broke and will be dateless anyways. "Ask A," everyone says. (I'm so predictable. -_-;;) Ask him? I'd LUV to...but I'm telling you, it's not gonna be easy. And we can all expect a flat NO. ~ "WHAT do you SEE in HIM?" How many times have I been asked that??? (-_-;;) "Seriously, WHAT do you SEEEEEE?" I see...a great guy. That is my answer. No, I'm not blind to his flaws. I'm very aware of them, but thing is, I never see them when I talk to him. And why he is different around me is a mystery. W said, "Feel flattered. He treats you nicely, but he's cold to everyone else." O_o
* New thought. I thought the meeting during lunch today would be boring, but I was wrong. We had an awesome guest speaker. He has a sad past, tho, the poor guy. His words really touched me. Yes, disabilities and physical problems should be ignored/overlooked--that these people deserve to be treated with respect and equality. I understand--I've got cousins running around with physical problems and I certainly know a lot better than to be disgusted at them. It's not their fault they were born into the world like that. Please don't leer at people like them. You wouldn't like it either if you had a physical problem and everyone gawked at you like you were some monster and they never give you a chance to show the beauty you have inside. I think I wll write that man a letter.
Just stopped by to post about the past weekend. I had to go to the AIDS Service Center in Pasadena on Saturday as a volunteer. Victims and the family of the victims came all over LA to hold a memorial for those who have passed away from AIDS. Since they hung up large quilts that families have sewn together for the AIDS victims, I volunteered to be a Quilt Monitor with Izzy, making sure no one stepped on the quilts or damaging them. After all, the quilts should be preserved and serve as a memory to everyone. Anyway, Izzy and I arrived at the church they were holding the service at around 3:45 and helped out until 7:30 or so. It was boring for the first 2 hours because we just sat there staring at an oversized quilt, but we really couldn't do anything else. The service finally started at 5:00 and people were piling into the pews of the All Saints Church. Some people came up onto the podium and started listing an extensive list of names of the people who died from AIDS. There was some sort of interlude after each list of names. Finally, some high school studdent went up to and contributed a song he wrote and sung to everyone there. It was kind of like a rock 'n' roll song about AIDS. It really didn't sound very appetizing due to the blurriness of the radio, but it's the thought that counts.
After the service, everyone filed out with electric candles and walked out to hold a candlelight service. I stayed inside the church with Izzy for like about 10 minutes before we got bored and went out in search for food (I hadn't eaten lunch or dinner). We found a table set up in the back and food for volunteers where I consumed a muffin and a turkey sandwich. ^^;
After everyone had gone, we cleaned up, carried tables, and folded the quilts and packed it back up in large cardboard boxes. All in all, the volunteer thing wasn't so bad; it felt satisfying to help people who were suffering from HIV and the families and people that had come to support them.
There was this annoying guy that we met there--a freshman from Arroyo High School. Izzy got along with him better than I did, apparently~ XP And we were making fun of each other, calling each other "nerd" and other names, so that kept us amused...Although I think that Izzy is still a nerd--> she's just trying to hide it...hehe...^o~
WAH!!! I TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU ABOUT SIRIUS AND TOM RIDDLE~ Ahh..can't forget Mooney or Snape. >XD Both Sirius and Lupin are both such huggable characters, and Snape is fun to tease. As for Riddle, *_* I can definitely picture him as a hottie~ and fiery evil heart? That's an interesting way of putting it~ XD I admit the movie was pretty good considering they had to fit the whole book in a span of 2 and some hours. Yeah, I think it would have been better if they had shown the part with Hermione solving the potions puzzle, because they all have a strong point, Ron being a genius in wizard chess, and Harry with the bird keys. It was kinda disappointing that the audience wasn't able to see Hermione and her cleverness. But like I said, it would be too long if they took everything from the book.
And I must admit, Daniel Radcliffe definitely makes a better Harry Potter than Frankie Munez. ~_~; The thought of Munez playing Harry really tickles my sides. ^O^;
*cough cough* and now responding to your Love Love Problems, Ayimaka: Woah, doesn't it kinda feel weird to be associating with *his* ex-gf? O_O; I would feel a bit awkward. But it's cool that you know the reasons and stuff in their relationship. Gooooood Luck with that~ ^_~
And know, back to genzou--I haven't really updated anything for a long while, and hopefully, I'll have a new layout sometime soon, so bear with me *_* Thanks again for everyone's support, and for Ayimaka and Izzy's cooperation~ ARIGATOU !!! XD
Sometimes it's really hard to tell if someone is being serious or not. I really hope T is NOT being serious. I dun wanna be his gf cuz I know he doesn't give a damn about who I am on the inside. Anywayz, I don't want any trouble. I don't want him jumping my guy friends. He was kicked outta his previous high school. I hope he doesn't make trouble here, too. That guy makes me nervous. ::note to self: run to B for help. B! B! HELP!::
Another thing...did his ex-gf wave to me or to the people in front of me? They weren't responding, so maybe she really did wave at me. Weird O_o. It would be cool to get to know her. I've heard a lot of things about her and she seems like a cool person. And after all, she was once with him (wow). That's a big something, in my opinion. I mean, he was *crazy* about her. I bet he still thinks about her. He did mention her during the dance...but he avoided her when he saw her. Hehe, he doesn't know that I *do* know who she is. It's not exactly being sneaky, tho, because I didn't pry into his business on purpose (O_o;). Her friend happens to me my friend too, and she told me all about them and how they broke up and the misunderstandings between them. They had quite a history together. If they really had broken up over a stupid misunderstanding and over his jealously, I'm pretty sure he regrets it now because he really loved her , but forced himself to say no anyways. He's one heck of a jealous guy and way too proud. Yet I care. I've always cared. Why? Because love is a confusing thing. Who am I to him? Just some silly junior, I suppose. ::Sighs::
Anyways...I'll talk about the Harry Potter movie to distract myself. BEWARE--CONTAINS HARRY POTTER the movie SPOILERS if you haven't already seen it. Fav parts: ~*~LUVED the part when Dudley got stuck behind the glass and the snake hissed “Thankssss” to Harry! XD LOL. ~*~ Luved that part when Fred said, “Honestly, woman, you call yourself our mother!” Haha, I believe she got the twins mixed up. ~*~ ALSO LUVED that whole wand-choosing scene. ^___^ ~*~ The part when that kid accidentally exploded his quill was funny! And Harry was so adorable when the camera turned to him and he calmly said, “I think we’re going to need a new quill feather over here, Professor.” XD ~*~ Did you see the part when Draco was screaming his head off when the troll was loose?! He had such a funny expression on his face! XD!!! ~*~ Ewwww, Harry’s wand got stuck up in that troll’s nose! XP Did you see the look on Ron’s face?? ~*~ Ron: Up! Up! UP!!! Uh-- SMACK! XD LOL! It’s sad but it’s hella funny! ~*~ The part when Harry did a lil flip and caught the globe conveniently in front of McGonagall’s window instead of crashing into it was really cool. ~*~ Quidditch was AWeSoME!!! Harry: “What happened?” Wood: “I don’t know. I woke up in the hospital bed a week later.” ~ Go Harry! ~*~ The part when Harry had to face Lord Voldemort and Quirrell was WicKeD CoOL. Too bad they cut out the part when Hermione was supposed to solve the cups of potions. ~*~
I think Daniel Radcliffe made the perfect Harry Potter. He's so adorable, no? ^__^; He's got the face, ya know? I can't believe Frankie Munez auditioned for the role. O_O;; Ack! I think he's a good actor and hilarious in Malcolm in the Middle, but him being Harry Potter?! I can't picture him being this lovable innocent kid. Must be the influence from Malcolm in the Middle--Malcolm's TOO exposed to unappropriateness to still be innocent. And I can't imagine him with a British accent or running around with Ron and Hermione. O_o;; ~~~ Yo yo yo, we both love Sirius and Lupin, don't we, Konran-chan? ^ ^;; I picture Lupin with silver-gray hair but with a drop-dead cute face . In anime style, he would probably look like one of those Clamp-eyed manga guys. When I think of Sirius, I think of Daaku Mousy (Dark) from DNAngel. XP Sirius is probably really hot, even tho he's supposed to be really thin. Haha, I'm so weird. Even if he isn't, he's so cool in Book 4, altho he's got a bad temper (O.o;;). We also love T.M. Riddle, the memory of an evil 16 year-old guy--think about it, he's supposedly goodlooking and he's got a fiery evil heart. *_* Right, Konran? James and Harry should be goodlooking--for Harry, a combination of jet black hair and beautiful green eyes is REALLY nice. ^__^
Wow, what a long entry! And I really did distract myself! O_o;; HP RuL3z!!!
Ok, that "Hero" song by Enrique Iglesias is totally pissing me off. It sounds so damn cheesy. And the music video sucks also. I don't know...I used to like all those boy-band sappy love songs, but now I don't. I'm not quite sure why, either. I guess I just think that they're stupid. Anyway. I really love the songs "Superman" by Five for Fighting, "How You Remind Me" by Nickelback, and "Hey Baby" by No Doubt. Those are awesome songs to sing. And I dig that Jewel song, "Standing Still." Pretty cool. Oh my goodness, I just noticed how big my knuckles are. Ew. That's just disgusting.
My Thanksgiving was nice...pretty laidback and nothing special. No big family over or huge turkey or anything. Which was good. But moving on...I must go and finish writing my stupid research essay for English. Bye!
ALL TIME FAVORITE HARRY POTTER QUOTE: “Professor Snape couldn’t bear being in your father’s debt.... I do believe he worked so hard to protect you this year because he felt that would make him and your father even. Then he could go back to hating your father’s memory in peace....” Harry tried to understand this but it made his head pound, so he stopped. XDDDDDDD Weeeeee, I luv this quote! So funny! Gotta love Snape! BTW, I took 2 HP quizzes. I'm most like Hermione, then Harry, then Percy. The house I belong in is Griffyndor, then Ravenclaw, then Hufflepuff, then Slytherin.
::Imagine Onosaka Mayasa called me or Konran up one day...:: *___* I'd be soooo happy even tho I won't understand a single word of Japanese he speaks.:: :someone waves hand in front of Ayimaka. HELLO? She's off in dreamland!:
No doubledate after all. >_< I'm feeling a lil blue. Oh well. It was too good to be true anyways. At least he said yes to the dance. ::Grins and takes out the picture and starts cracking up~ M said, "NIce, nice pose, looks really goo--HEY! Something's wrong with his left eye!" XDDD LOL. And he's right. XD Hahahaha.:: Anyways...cheer up, cheer up... =T
Cheers to Thanksgiving break!!! But doesn't it suck that just when we're supposed to get a break from school, we get so much homework? Man! It's like we never get a break. Anyway, I'm in the mood for a road trip or something. I'd love to just get in a car and drive to New Jersey or New York or something. I think that'd be totally awesome. I love going places....but the thing I hate about traveling is looking like a tourist. My aunt is such a tourist. She reads all the maps and brochures and crap. She always has to know what's going on and sometimes it pisses me off so much. But I guess it's necessary. You can't just go to another place and expect to find a good hotel or restaurant or the route to a famous landmark on your own. Unless you've got friends or relatives living there, you've got to do some research on your own. But, enough about travel. I think I'm going to go do my spanish homework...
It's been a miserable week...already. It started since the weekend... Today feels like Friday cuz we're gonna have a long break. I know I'm supposed to feel grateful for this break, but I don't really feel it. I'll try to relax and feel less miserable... Things I need to do this Thanksgiving: 1) finish my hw and study for chem, calculus; 2) finish the SL project ; 3) contact my friends and plan out what we're gonna do ; 4) ask A, K, and A about the double date; 5) get along with my family; 6) go to dinner parties and please keep my big mouth shut and to not let their traditional ways irk me; 7) then i can relax...
Ahhh~ I just finished reading the second book of Harry Potter. I liked it a lot, especially the last part when we discover Percy has gotten himself hitched with a girl. *lol* Gosh, I can't wait to see what the Weasley twins have in plan for him. And I really couldn't picture T.M. Riddle as an evil person...thanks to Koge-Donbo's fanart of him. So cute! Argh, I can't wait to read the next one, but I don't have the book. ;_; I checked at the library and they ran out of available copies, so I'll have to wait for it to be returned. ~_~;
I'm so glad it's Thanksgiving break~ Now I can sleep in and stuff, even though we were given more than our share of homework for the long weekend off. Darn~ too good to be true~ *opens up Fun Fun Factory*
::I'm scared out of my wits.:: ::I'm sitting on the edge.:: ::I'm starting to lose my patience.:: ::I'm becoming hysterical.:: Suddenly, friends--both distant and close--are pouring their problems and secrets on me...crying to me for help...and I'm really trying to help, while balancing my own problems as well. I don't want to let anyone down, but I don't think I can stand up any longer. I really wanna tell them I'm busy, but I can't do that. I've always believed in helping friends so that at least one of us would be happy--I don't want us in the same boat cuz that would just suck. I would rather be the one unhappy than to see my friends unhappy alongside me. And besides, they were there for me when I needed them... (Nowadays, tho, I try to solve my problems on my own so that I'm not bugging anyone...) ~ I have this friend who's dying in her household. I listen, I give her my advice, I do what I can to help. She doesn't seem to talk to anyone else but me about her family problems, I guess because I'm the only one among her friends who's going thru the same thing and who she can actually talk to about her parents. At first, I felt really sorry for her...but now I'm getting pissed off. She keeps telling me, "MY PROBLEMS ARE WORSE THAN YOURS. CONSIDER YOURSELF LUCKY." This is getting on my nerves. If I'm so lucky, why do I still get tears in my eyes at night? NO ONE, no one has the right to compare anyone's problems with other situations. It's not fair. It doesn't make anyone's problems any less easier to endure. ~ I'm getting a taste of my own medicine, much as I don't want to admit it. I used to be the insensitive "friend" and tell people everything, just so that I would feel freed after I had said everything. BUT THAT WAS SO WRONG. I've learned my lesson...I even recognized it in a fanfiction while reading it. I felt horrible and guilty... I vowed to become a true friend from then on, and be flexible to change, whatever it takes to live up to the true meaning of friendship. Now I know that friendship does not mean pouring your heart out; it means confiding, in which you tell, but you also listen to your friend's words, or they talk to you and you listen to what they have to say. It does not mean keeping secrets; it's about trust. It does not mean company; it means care and wanting to spend time with each other. ~ Sighs...Even tho I'm gonna go on a double date over Thanksgiving, I'll still be bugged by the problems that people are asking me to help solve and by my own problems.... I'll have to deal with things I can't see, things that are invisible, yet always haunting me, no matter where I go. I won't feel better until these problems are solved... I hope I hope I hope I don't fall down...
Do you have to know certain things IN ORDER to live life? Or do you live TO LEARN these things? Or do you learn AS you live? Maybe it doesn't matter at all. Maybe you don't even need to stop and think about life. Maybe you just live and carry on with the busywork in your life. But then that leaves out time for emotions (AKA the nonsense). ::Puffs:: Whatever. I believe emotions and feelings do matter. Emotional intelligence matters as much as academic intelligence. Gosh, the world and its people are SO imperfect. But then again, maybe imperfection itself is perfection (on Earth)... But what is perfection and what is imperfection anyways?
I'm not a fan of Hemingway. He's ok...I like the mentality of his main characters because they show their thoughts in their interior monologues and narration. Their thoughts make you think too. I was shocked when I read Jakes's thoughts on life, mortality, and immortality in THE SUN ALSO RISES. Our thoughts coincided: the stuff on whether or not we have to learn things as we live... O_o;;
Name: konran
DOB: September
Sign: Virgo
Location: South California
Anime: Hikago, HxH, Furuba, X TV
Manga: Yami no Matsuei, Toraware no Minoue, Hanakimi, Furuba
Character(s): Daaku Mousy, Krad, Watari, Crawford, Schu-schu ^o^; wah..too many...oh yeah!! how could i forget SANZO!! *_*
Seiyuu: Seki Toshihiko, Canna Nobutoshi, Inoue Kazuhiko, Koyasu Takehito, Okiayu Ryoutaro, Seki Tomokazu
Current Obsessions: Manga/Anime, Doujinshi, Love sims and RPG's ^o^; Anime and Jpop music
Bishounen: Tatsumi from Yami *_*
Mood: Giddy~XD
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Name: Ayimaka ^_~ if u can figure out what it means, ur a genius
Nick: AyimakA AnGeL da RuBy RoSe
DOB: June '85
Sign: Gemini
Location: So Cali
Anime: Digimon Adventure & part of Digimon 02, Saiyuki
Manga: O_o;; i dont own any, but i luv the images from the DNAngel and Saiyuki manga. even Taichi looks kyute in the manga.
Character(s): Taichi Kamiya, Dark, Goku from Saiyuki, Hiead
Fav Chinese actor/actress(s): Dicky Cheung, Benny Chan, Rain Lau, Angie Cheung, Marianne Chan, "Diana" (dunno her real name ^^;;)
Current obsessions: Taichi, Dicky Cheung, Harry Potter
Seiyuu: Onasaka Masaya
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Name: izzymoto
DoB: March 16
Sign: Pisces
Location: LA
Giddy~XD
